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Monday, November 30, 2020

My November Reads

 Okay, so I haven't exactly been as good about posting on here as I said I would, but I'm really trying to do a better job.  I'm hoping if I add blogging to my to-do list, I'll become better about it.  Let's hope that works.

Anyway, it's the end of November, and I wanted to do a quick recap of the books I read this month.  First of all, can you believe it's already the end of the month?  Seems like just yesterday I was celebrating Halloween, and now it's practically Christmas.  Anyway, I digress.  This month I finally got out of my dreaded reading slump that had consumed me since the beginning of the school year.  Even though I got out of my reading slump, I only managed to read six books.  I know, you might be saying to yourself, "Six books is a lot of books!", but in past months, I've read upwards of ten or so.  

Please note, there may be spoilers for some of the books below, so if you haven't read them or want to avoid spoilers, don't read the little blurbs I've written.  I usually mark spoilers with a big sign, but this time, I've done my best to black them out.  Simply highlight the ones you want to read.  I know you can still kind of see what's written underneath without highlighting, but this was the best solution I could come up with.

The first book I read this month was A Good Neighborhood by Therese Anne Fowler.  Taking place in North Carolina, this book follows two families: single mom Valerie Alston-Holt and her son Xavier and the blended family that lives next door: the Whitmans.  As owner of his own HVAC business, Brad Whitman is somewhat of a local celebrity, but not without his flaws.  Larger than life in more ways than one, he builds a McMansion right next to Valerie's home, which sets off a series of disastrous consequences.  While Valerie and Brad go toe to toe, Xavier and Brad's stepdaughter, Juniper, start a whirlwind high school romance that has even more devastating consequences.

Unfortunately, the problems outline in this book are becoming all too common nowadays.  Young black men with incredibly bright futures ahead of them are being turned into villains by those with racist biases.  There were so many times I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs at these characters, and I can't remember the last time I hated a character as much as I hated Brad.  He knew he was racist, he knew Xavier was completely innocent, and he didn't care.  I'm so glad he got at least some of what was coming to him at the end, but at what cost?

I have to say, I was also shocked by what happens to Xavier at the end of the book.  I had a feeling he was going to die, but I never imagined that he would take his own life and sacrifice himself pretty much for the Black Lives Matter movement.  It was so tragic.  All I wanted to do was hug him and tell him that it would be alright, but I also know that that wasn't necessarily true, as his world had spiraled so far out of control, and he lost pretty much everything that had been important to him, all because of an accusation Brad knew was completely false.  If anyone needs help understanding why the Black Lives Matter movement is important, this book will explain why.


In keeping with the pattern of books about oppressed populations, I decided to read Vox by Christina Dalcher.  I read another book by Dalcher, Master Class, over the summer, and I've been suggesting it to everyone I've come across.  Seriously, if you haven't read it, you need to get your hands on a copy immediately and start reading it.  For that reason, I was excited to read Vox.

Set in the not so distant future, an extreme right-wing, religious political party has taken control of America.  In attempt to align everyone with their beliefs, women are only allowed to speak a hundred words per day, are banned from reading or writing, cannot communicate via sign language, etc.  They are also forced to stay home and run the household while their husbands are in charge.  This book definitely gave off some Handmaid's Tale vibes, but it was also different in some ways.

Before losing basically all her rights, Jean was an accomplished neuroscientist and linguist.  Now, however, she's at home all day wondering what the effects of these new laws will have on her beloved daughter while also watching her oldest son buy into everything the government mandates without so much as a second thought.  All of that changes, however, when the president's brother has a debilitating accident and needs Jean's help.  Using her new freedom and influence, Jean hopes to make a better future not just for her daughter but for little girls all across the country.

I have to say, I figured out pretty quickly that the government was trying to create some sort of serum or something that would debilitate others and make them little more than mindless drones.  The fact that they wanted to use them on other countries, however, was a shock to me.  I figured they wanted to use them on American women to get them to fall into line and be even more subservient than they already were.  That part was definitely a surprise to me, but, then again, it did make sense that they wanted to spread their extremist ideologies all over the world.  

I have to say, one thing I liked about this book was that it acknowledged what other countries thought about what was going on.  Jean's parents lived in Italy, and they were obviously extremely distraught with how their daughter and granddaughter were being treated.  In many books like this, I've wondered if there are countries outside of where we're reading about, and what they think about what is going on (I'm looking at you Hunger Games and Handmaid's Tale).  This book talks about that, and it even becomes a somewhat important plot point later on down the line.  I wish more books would do that.

I think what's most terrifying about Christina Dalcher's books is that they're just plausible enough to make you worried.  With both Vox and Master Class, I know there are people out there who would agree with that is going on in those books, and that makes me both terrified and sad for the future (and for those misguided individuals).  I didn't think this book was as good as Master Class, though.  The ending was incredibly rushed, and I had a hard time imagining that everything happened as quickly and as neatly as it did.

After reading two pretty heavy books, I needed something nice and light, so I went with the second American Royals book: Majesty by Katharine McGee.  I read the first book, American Royals, over the summer, and I absolutely loved it.  It focuses around a simple premise: What if George Washington agreed to become King of the United States instead President.

Majesty picks up right where American Royals left off with the funeral of King George IV and Beatrice getting ready to not only get married but also assume the throne as the first Queen of the United States.  Just like American Royals, this book is full of courtly intrigue (very similar to Philippa Gregory books), drama and complex relationships.

Just like before, I absolutely cannot stand Daphne, although I do feel a little bad for her.  A lot of my sympathy comes from the fact that her mother is the one really pushing her to be a terrible person as she tries to socially climb to the top.  She really didn't stand much of a chance.  Still, she's an awful person.  I mean, she drugged her own friend to hide the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend (aka: the Prince of the United States) with his best friend.  With that being said, I hope she gets what's coming to her, although the book ended with her getting everything handed to her on a silver platter.  That was definitely frustrating to me.  I was also upset to see a lot of the romantic relationships that had been fostered over the course of the novel fall apart at the end.  I mean, I know there's going to be another book (at least I hope there will be), and I have my fingers crossed that everything will work out in the end. 

Despite all my complaints, I absolutely loved Beatrice's growth throughout the book.  She went from a young woman who was used to being told what to do to a young woman who took her life by the reigns and stood up for herself.  I was so proud of her, and I hope to see even more of that in the next book, as it was absolutely perfect.

Overall, I loved this book.  It was a wonderful light read after several heavier books.  It's meant to be a young adult book, but I tend to think that it falls somewhere between young adult and adult fiction.  It doesn't read like a young adult book.  As a history teacher, I'm also completely fascinated by this alternate timeline McGee has created, and I want to know more.  I'd love to get my hands on some history books from this fictionalized history, as so much as changed.  It's a great example of cause and effect.

A little over a year ago, I started really getting into thriller books.  I found them fascinating and great, quick reads that kept me on the edge of my seat.  When She Returned definitely caught my attention in more ways than one.

The premise is fairly simple: eleven years ago, Kate Bennett mysteriously vanished from a Target parking lot, leaving behind her husband and young daughter.  Now, years later, Scott has remarried, and Abbi is a teenager when their world is turned completely upside down.  Kate has been found, alive, which gets Scott off the hook (even though he was ruled out as a suspect, many people still thought he was guilty).  Now, they have to try to figure out what happened to Kate and if her family is safe from whoever held her for all these years.

Part of the reason I enjoyed this book so much was the fact that it dealt with a cult and fringe religion.  Bryan always calls me weird, but I have this unusual obsession with cults.  Seeing Kate's condition when she returned, though, I had a hard time believing she was in a cult and had left her family willingly.  With the help of all the flashbacks, though, everything fell into line, and it all made sense.  The thing about suspense books, though, is that I've started jumping to the most ridiculous conclusions, because that tends to be what happens in these types of books.  With When She Returned, I swore it wasn't really Kate but some sort of imposter who wanted to get the police off the trail of the kidnappers, but that wasn't the case at all.  Oh well, I can admit when I'm wrong.  With that being said, I was completely surprised when Kate not only tried to return to the cult but bring her daughter with her.  I was starting to get suspicious of her actions, but that was not what I saw coming.

Overall, I found this a nice, quick suspense/thriller book, which is sometimes exactly what a person needs in their life to help them relax.

After finishing When She Returned, I decided to go back to my nice, emotionally heavy books.  I read the prequel to Lost Roses by Martha Hall Kelly last year, but both books also work wonderfully as stand alone books.  You can find my post about Lilac Girls here.

If you've read Lilac Girls, then Lost Roses focuses on Caroline Ferriday's mother, Eliza, during World War I and the Russian Revolution.  Just like Lilac Girls, Lost Roses focuses on three women whose lives are intertwined during major world events.  In addition to Eliza, you follow Sofya, a Russian aristocrat, and Varinka, a Russian peasant.  Unlike Lilac Girls, the relationship between the three women became apparent quite quickly, which I liked a lot more, because with Lilac Girls, I struggled to see how everything would come together and make sense.

One thing I enjoyed greatly about this book was the fact that part of it, especially Eliza's story, is based on true events.  Eliza Ferriday was a real person who used her influence to raise money for displaced Russian aristocrats by selling Russian goods.  It was a fascinating story and a wonderful idea, especially at a time where the United States was such an isolationist.  Something else I loved about this book (and it was the same with Lilac Girls) was the complexity of the characters.  In the beginning, I felt terrible for Varinka.  She was obviously being manipulated and sexually abused by her half-brother.  As time progresses, however, I found that Varinka became more of a villain, more like the aristocrats she had come to hate, as she found what it was like to have power and influence.  Varinka definitely had the most interesting story arch of the three women, and I found myself longing to know what happened to her after the end of the book, as I thought her story ended somewhat abruptly.

After reading both Lilac Girls and Lost Roses, one thing I've discovered about Martha Kelly Hall is the fact that she doesn't shy away from graphic information.  The description of what happened to Sofya's family left me feeling sick to my stomach, but I felt that that was appropriate, as this isn't exactly a warm and fuzzy book.  Part of me did hope that Sofya's entire family would find a way to escape Russia, but I also knew that that was a fool's dream and completely unrealistic.  I was definitely relieved to find out Luba was alright, that was a twist I didn't see coming!

Overall, I really enjoyed Lost Roses.  I didn't think it was as good as Lilac Girls, but it was still definitely worth reading.  Plus, it's hard to live up to such a wonderful book.

In keeping with my theme of graphic, heart-wrenching historical fiction novels, I decided to read The Storyteller by Jodi Picoult.  Just a fair warning, I used to not like Jodi Picoult books at all until I finally read Small Great Things by her back in August (it's an amazing book, I simply cannot recommend it enough).  In true Jodi Picoult fashion, this book leaves you questioning your decisions and morality while dealing with complex issues and characters.

In short, this book is about Sage Singer, a reclusive baker in her mid-twenties who befriends a man in his 90s, Josef Weber, at a grief support group.  A former Little League coach and German teacher at the local high school, Josef is a pillar of the community, which is why Sage is shocked when he comes to her with a startling confession and even more startling request.  If Sage follows through with what he wants, she'll be left with both moral and potentially legal ramifications.  If she doesn't, however, she could allow a dangerous man to walk freely amongst those around her.

I knew going into this book that Josef was a Nazi.  I did not, however, know that he was going to ask Sage to help him commit suicide.  That was definitely a curveball for me.  Once I got into the book, though, it definitely made a lot of sense.

One thing that really stood out to me about this book more than anything else was the graphic, honest way Picoult wrote about the Holocaust.  With the way she wrote, you would have thought that she wrote about that topic all the time.  I've read more Holocaust books than I can count over the years, and yet, I've never read anything like that.  It was more brutally honest than anything I've ever read before.  Even more so than Lost Roses, it made me feel uncomfortable at times, but I leaned into that discomfort, as I felt it was the least I could do for all those who had suffered and died in the Holocaust.

What I want to talk about most, however, is that ending.  I finished the book last night, and I'm still trying to process through the information and the surprise.  I swore up and down the entire time that Josef was Reiner.  I mean, it made so much sense.  Even when he had that chess board, I thought it was just a memento of his time with his brother.  Not once did I ever think that he was Franz.  To me, that just didn't make any sense.  Looking back, however, it made so much sense.  Reiner leaned into Nazism without any doubts and never showed the slightest hint of remorse for what he did.  Franz, however, was more scholarly, book oriented and emotional, so he would be the one living with the guilt.  I'm still having trouble understanding why Franz said he was Reiner, but I guess it was to make himself seem even worse than he really was so Sage would agree to kill him.  But once she found out the truth, she had to live with the guilt of knowing she killed a man who wasn't nearly as barbaric as he portrayed himself.

I also want to talk about Sage killing Franz.  I honestly didn't see that coming, but I should have, given the fact that I was nearing the end of the book, and things weren't wrapping up in a way that quite made sense to me.  I still didn't think she'd do it though, as I thought she was a better person than that.  Given what happened to her grandmother though, and the fact that Franz pretended to have committed all those terrible crimes that Reiner actually committed, I guess it makes sense.

This book was definitely a lot for me to process through.  I thoroughly enjoyed it though, and I cannot recommend it enough.  I do wish I had read this for a book club of some sort so I can talk through it with some people, so if you've recently read it and want to talk about it, please let me know!

I guess now would be a good time to rank the books I've read this month.  I'm ranking them from my least favorite to my favorite.  If you've been paying attention, the rankings shouldn't come as much of a surprise.

6. Vox
5. When She Returned
4. A Good Neighborhood
3. Majesty
2. Lost Roses
1. The Storyteller

I'm super excited about some of the books I have picked for this month.  I have some book club books, a buddy read and some holiday books.  Needless to say, it's going to be a good month for books for me!

Monday, March 23, 2020

My Thoughts on "Circe" and Discussion Questions

I have to admit, I was extremely excited to read this book.  Unfortunately, it simply didn't live up to the hype for me, and I thought it was mediocre.  Also, despite the fact that I've been stuck inside for a week, it still took me a long time to get through it.  Someone on Goodreads described it as Wicked, only with Greek mythology.  I have to agree with this comparison.

This book focuses on Circe, daughter of the god Helios.  At first, Circe lives a fairly unremarkable life.  No one in her family is particularly fond of her, they see her as plain and ordinary among the other immortals in her life.  All of that changes, however, when she discovers she's a witch.  Fearful of her power, and as a punishment for turning Scylla into a monster, Zeus banishes her to the island of Aiaia.

Once on Aiaia, Circe hones in on her witchcraft abilities.  This is probably where most people know her, especially if you read The Odyssey in high school.  Banished to her island, Circe amuses herself by turning men into pigs and keeping them prisoner on her island to keep her company with the other animals around her.

Throughout her life, Circe finds herself drawn back into the world of the immortals, including an encounter with the Minotaur, dealing with gods such as Hermes and Athena and meeting famous Greeks like Daedalus and Odysseus.

I always thought I had a pretty good understanding of Greek mythology, but, after reading this book, that's definitely not the case.  It's far more complicated.  Thankfully, Madeline Miller includes a list of characters, but, unfortunately, it's in the very back of the book, so I didn't realize it was there until I was done reading.  It definitely would have been nice to know about as I read the book.

I wish I could explain why I didn't like this book, but I can't.  I didn't think it was awful, but it wasn't as amazing as other people were saying either; I thought it was alright.  Miller definitely did her research, which was impressive, but the book just didn't grab my attention.  I have to admit that fantasy isn't really my thing, and I only dabble a little bit in ancient history books, so it was a little outside my comfort zone, but it's not the type of book I would normally bypass completely.  Other people absolutely love the book, and it definitely had some good moments, so if you like Greek mythology, you might enjoy it more than I did.

Now, I don't really have a lot to say about this book or anything that will really be spoilers.  Some of my discussion questions, however, definitely have spoilers, so if you haven't read the book or want to avoid spoilers, this is where you should probably stop reading.



Even though I wasn't particularly fond of the book, I did write some book club questions.  If you're looking for something unique to read for book club, this would be a good book to read.

  1. How did Circe's treatment as an outcast shape her personality?
  2. Did the fact that the gods are immortal cause their hedonistic lifestyle?
  3. How did the fact that the gods didn't understand pain, suffering or death lead to problems?
  4. Did Circe's neglect lead to her interest in mortals?
  5. Do you agree with Circe's decision to turn Glaucus?
  6. Do you agree with Aeetes that Circe's attempt to punish Scylla backfired?
  7. Given how she was treated, was Circe's exile really a punishment?
  8. Did witchcraft or exile have a bigger impact on Circe?
  9. Daedalus says to Circe, "a golden cage is still a cage?" (143).  Was Circe in a golden cage?
  10. Why didn't power go to Circe's head like it did her siblings?
  11. Could Circe be considered a feminist?
  12. How did the fact that she's a woman create problems for Circe?
  13. Was Circe as ruthless as her siblings?
  14. Did Circe not tell Odysseus about her past because she ashamed?
  15. Do you blame Telegonus for wanting to leave?
  16. Circe said endurance had always been her virtue.  Do you agree?
  17. Circe tells Telemachus, "You are not your blood" (308).  Could she follow the same advice?
  18. Circe equates the gods to children "clapping their hands and shouting for more" instead of the parents they pretend to be (328).  Is this an accurate observation?
  19. Do you agree with Telemachus' decision to turn down Athena and choose a life of obscurity?
  20. Why was it easier for Circe to tell Telemachus about her past than Telegonus?
  21. Odysseus said to Penelope about Circe that "he had never met a god who enjoyed their divity less" (380).  Is this an accurate observation?
  22. Does Circe's decision to become mortal surprise you?

Thursday, March 12, 2020

My Thoughts on "Daisy Jones and the Six" and Discussion Questions

What's this?  Two blog posts in two days and I finished a book for the first time in about a month?  I know, this is complete madness, but, like I said yesterday, I'm really trying to get back on track with things.

Daisy Jones and the Six was voted best historical fiction novel of 2019 on Goodreads, but it never really called out to me.  I thought the plot sounded somewhat interesting, but not enough to actually get me to read the book.  Then I read The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo, which is by the same author, and I completely fell in love with the book.  I knew I had to read Daisy Jones, even if it takes place way before my time and deals with music that isn't really my style.

The book tells the story of the fictional band, Daisy Jones and the Six, and its rise to fame.  Then, at the peak of their stardom, they broke up, right in the middle of a world tour.  That was it, the band never performed together again.  Similar to Evelyn Hugo, this is the band's first time baring their souls and telling the rest of the world what happened between them.

What makes this book unique is its format.  It's written as an oral history.  That's right, the entire book is written as one big, long interview.  At first, that was a little off-putting to me; I get enough of reading stuff like that for grad school.  Once I started reading, however, I couldn't imagine the book written any other way.  The way Reid wrote the book, it felt organic, like you actually listening to an interview on VH1 or MTV.  I imagine that the book could have been written in a more traditional format, but it would have lost a little of its authenticity.  One thing I really enjoyed about the book were the inconsistencies that came with oral history and recounting events forty or so years after the fact.  At one point, one member of the band said, "We finished recording our album in May", then another said, "We finished our album in November."  That shows you the problems with memory and the fact that everyone remembers things a little bit differently.  There weren't a ton of inconsistencies like that in the book, but there were enough that you definitely noticed.

As much as I loved this book, there was something that bothered me immensely.  It's going to sound petty and weird, but just bear with me.  So this book is about a band, and Reid even goes so far as to include lyrics from their top selling album, Aurora, in the back of the book.  What I wanted was to be able to hear the songs performed.  It's one thing to read the lyrics (they're pretty much poems), but it's another thing to experience the songs with the instrumentals, the various voices, etc.  I wish they got together a band that had the same sound as Daisy Jones and the Six to record all the songs as an album.  I know the book is being made into a tv mini series, so maybe then we'll get a taste of what the music sounds like.

That's pretty much all I can talk about without giving away too many spoilers.  So, as always, if you haven't read the book or want to avoid spoilers, this is probably where you should stop reading.  If you're using this book for a book club and need discussion questions, those can be found at the very bottom of this post, but they might contain spoilers too.

There isn't a whole lot I want to talk about in relation to spoilers, just my thoughts on the end, and a little bit about Daisy's relationship with Billy.

First of all, at first I thought the ending was extremely abrupt; it just stopped without warning pretty much.  When I stepped back and thought about it, however, that's how the band ended.  They were in the middle of their tour, and they just stopped after one performance, that was it.  They had just released a record breaking album, they were in the middle of a world tour, and everything fell apart in the blink of an eye.  It was supposed to feel sudden because it was.  I imagine their fans were confused as to what happened, and so to help convey that in the book, Reid ended things pretty abruptly as well.  She did a great job of leaving the reader wanting more, just like the fans probably did as well.

What did bother me more than the abrupt ending was Daisy and Billy's relationship.  It felt very awkward, and I couldn't really get a good sense of it.  It was like, sometimes they hated each other and wouldn't even talk to each other, other times they were head over heels in love in this star-crossed type of way.  It was weird, and, honestly, it gave me whiplash.  It also left me feeling conflicted, because Billy obviously loved Camilla and his daughters more than anything, so I couldn't figure out what drew him to Daisy.  She really was like a lightning rod for him, and no matter how much he tried to stay away, he just couldn't.  I could never figure out why, although I feel like it had something to do with the fact that she reminded him of himself, and he wanted to fix her.  I don't know, I'm just speculating here.

Minus those tiny little issues, I really did enjoy this book.  I thought the format was unique and worked extremely well given the content.  I also thought that Taylor Jenkins Reid once again showed that she's a force to be reckoned with when it comes to writing strong women in history.  I can't wait to see what she comes up with next.  Whatever it is, you can rest assured that I'll buy it and blog about it after I read it.

I didn't say this before, but this is actually a book one of my book clubs picked.  Unfortunately, I have plans the day of that meeting, so I can't go.  Oh well, such is life.  This was still a book I wanted to read, so I started it a little early, but it took me a while to read.  I did create a list of book club questions, so if you're using this book for your book club, feel free to use some of my questions below.


  1. How did Daisy's childhood allow her to become famous?
  2. What impact did Camilla have on the band?
  3. Why was this band able to make it big when so many others failed?
  4. How did the inconsistencies throughout the band's memory add to the story?
  5. Why did Billy struggle the most with drugs and the rock and roll lifestyle?
  6. Daisy said she had no idea what it meant to truly suffer (page 80).  Is that true?
  7. Daisy refers to herself as "the cool new jeans" while Billy is "the pair you've had for years" (page 88).  Is this an accurate description of them when they first started working together?
  8. In what ways was the band more about Billy than Daisy?
  9. What were the major turning points in the band's history that put them on the road to success?
  10. How did miscommunication and misunderstandings lead to problems in the band?
  11. How did Daisy change the dynamic of the band?
  12. How did Billy and Daisy bring out the best and the worst in each other?
  13. Why do you think Karen didn't want the band to know about her and Graham?
  14. Did the drug use have a positive or negative effect on Daisy's song writing and singing?
  15. At what point did Daisy lose control of her life?
  16. Did Daisy care that her life was spiraling out of control?
  17. How did the fact that Billy and Daisy were "the Chosen Ones" cause stress among members of the band?
  18. Daisy said about her marriage to Niccolo, "I regret that marriage, but I do not regret that dress" (236).  How does this sum up her personality?
  19. Did Eddie take things too personally?
  20. Did the size of the band contribute to its problems?
  21. Did Karen make the right choice having an abortion?
  22. Was Daisy jealous of Camilla?  If so, why?
  23. Was the band's break up caused by one event or a perfect storm of smaller events?
  24. Did Daisy leave the band for herself or for Billy?
  25. Were you surprised that Eddie stayed in the band as long as he did?
  26. Why did Julia decide to write the story of the band?
  27. Would this book work if written in a more traditional format?
  28. This book is going to be made into a television mini series.  Do you think it will translate well into that format?
  29. What drew Billy to Daisy in the first place?
  30. What would their relationship have been like had Billy and Daisy gotten together?

Thursday, January 23, 2020

My Thoughts On "Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine" and Discussion Questions

I'm just going to come right out and say it, I wasn't a fan of this book at all.  My book club originally picked another book for this month, but then they changed their mind at the meeting at picked this one instead.  Personally, I wanted to read the other one, I thought it sounded more interesting, but hopefully it'll come back up as an option at some point in the future.  With that being said, this book didn't really speak to me like other books did.  Since I've been surprised by books I didn't think I would like in the past, however, I went into it with an open mind and hoped for the best. Unfortunately, I just couldn't get into it, although I could see why other people would enjoy it.  Apparently it's going to be made into a movie, and I might go see it, but I won't be first in line; maybe if it came out on Netflix or Hulu I would eventually watch it.

Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine focuses on Eleanor, a woman in the 30s with autism who lives in Scotland.  In her mind, everything in her life is perfect, she has a job, an apartment and a routine that includes a weekly phone call with her mother, who lives elsewhere (although it's not entirely specified where, but it is some sort of group home).  To Eleanor, manners and perfection is of the utmost importance, a habit she tries to demonstrate to her coworkers on a daily basis in the hopes they will follow her example.

Everything in Eleanor's life is thrown into complete turmoil, however, when she sees a concert (courtesy of tickets she won at work) and falls head over heels with the lead singer.  Suddenly aware of the fact that she is a little bit odd and doesn't act like the other women in her office, Eleanor takes it upon herself to improve her life, with some humorous results through various misunderstandings.  Eleanor's life is further complicated by the introduction of Raymond, the IT guy in her building who she slowly becomes friends with as their paths continue to cross.  The entire time, Eleanor hints at struggles from her past, which continue to haunt her.

I wish I could put my finger on why I didn't like this book, but I can't.  I think I had trouble connecting with the character, and I found the plot to be a little bland.  Like I said, I wasn't overly thrilled about reading this book, but I went into it with as open a mind as I could muster, as I've been surprised by books I thought I wouldn't like in the past.  I also wanted to like the book because Nicholas is on the spectrum (just barely), and I hoped this book would bit a bit of a window into his mind.  Instead, I found a character who completely shifted her worldview and attitude on everything in a short amount of time, which seemed highly unrealistic, even if she wasn't on the spectrum in the first place.

I think another complaint I have about this book is the abruptness of everything.  The character and plots swings between extremes without so much as a second thought, and it seems completely unrealistic.  I really can't dive into more about that right now because it would give away quite a few spoilers, but I talk about more of that below.

Okay, now I want to talk about a few twists and turns that the reader encounters towards the end of the book.  I also want to post my book club discussion questions.  So, if you haven't read the book or want to avoid spoilers, this is probably where you should stop reading.

First of all, what in the world was that ending!?  I feel like the fact that Eleanor's mom died years ago and was simply a figment of her imagination came completely out of nowhere.  I feel like if you're going to pull a stunt like that in a book, it needs to have some sort of foundation, some subtle clues that if you know about it, you'll be able to figure out with relative ease (or with a little bit of thought) when going back and rereading the book.  I don't want to spoil it, but I read another book recently that had a very similar twist, and while it did blindside me, it seemed far more believable.  This time, however, it just seemed completely ridiculous.  On the other hand, I am glad that Eleanor's mom was really dead, as that meant she couldn't harass her anymore.

I was also bothered by how Eleanor and Raymond's relationship ended.  I never wanted it to be a romantic relationship, so I was glad it wasn't, but I felt like once Eleanor got her life together, she just closed the door on their friendship and everything, despite how helpful he was to her.  Now, part of that coldness could stem from her being on the Autism spectrum, but I don't want to write off all her behavior as "oh, she did that because she's on the spectrum".  To me, it just seemed abrupt, and I definitely got the feeling at the end of the book that their friendship was essentially over.  This was also upsetting because Raymond's such a wonderful guy who, honestly, deserves to be treated better.

I also didn't like the huge swing in Eleanor's emotions towards Johnnie.  I mean, one moment she's planning out their entire lives together, the next she's have an existential crisis and is ready to commit suicide simply because she realizes the man is the worst.  She didn't even talk to him, she just realized how awful he was, and, for whatever reason, it sent her spiraling.  Now, I remember having crushes on guys and either they didn't reciprocate or I realized they were the worst, and while I was upset, it didn't send me into a tailspin of self-destruction.  All of this felt extremely abrupt and completely unrealistic in so many ways.  I actually double checked the author's name to see if it was a man or woman who wrote the book, as it definitely felt more like a man who wrote it.

Despite my sentiments about the book, I did manage to come up with some discussion questions.  I hope if your book club uses Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine, you'll find these questions useful.


  1. Early on, Eleanor says her coworkers hate her.  What would give her that impression?
  2. Do you feel the book being told from Eleanor's point of view enhanced the text?
  3. Despite what Eleanor claims, do you think she craved more human interaction?
  4. How much of Eleanor's behavior was a result of her being on the Autism spectrum and how much of it was a result of her childhood trauma?
  5. Eleanor refers to herself as a little phoenix (page 74), is this an appropriate simile?
  6. Right away, Eleanor seems extremely comfortable with Raymond's mom.  Did this stem from the fact that she was the exact opposite of Eleanor's mom?
  7. Is solitudy as liberating as Eleanor claims on page 134?
  8. Did Eleanor's autism protect her from internalizing the abuse from her mother?
  9. Why did Eleanor change her mind about Johnnie so abruptly?
  10. Why did Eleanor's mom continue to have so much control over her even after her death?
  11. Why did Eleanor suddenly decide to get rid of things such as her frog and not lament the passing of her plant?
  12. Eleanor admonishes herself for being quick to judge others on page 294.  How was she a victim of people being quick to judge her as well?
  13. Given Eleanor's childhood, can you blame her for not wanting to have children?
  14. Do you agree with Eleanor's decision to stop talking to her "mother"?
  15. What causes Eleanor's coworkers to suddenly become nicer towards her?
  16. Were you surprised to discover Eleanor's mother was really dead?
  17. Eleanor tells Raymond what matters is that she survived (page 224).  Up until she met Raymond, however, did she truly live?
  18. Why did Eleanor tell Raymond if she would go to the concert with him at the end of the book?
  19. Raymond obviously had a positive impact on Eleanor, but in what ways did Eleanor have a positive impact on Raymond?
  20. As the book progressed, how did Eleanor's tone and use of popular phrases/word choice change, along with using a more casual tone?
  21. How did this book change your perspective on people on the Autism spectrum?

Tuesday, January 14, 2020

My Thoughts on "The Gifted School" and Discussion Questions

Okay, time for a little bit of a humble brag.  Book club picked my book for book club!  It was a book that had been on my list for a while, and I finally bought it on Amazon.  Not only that, it was a book on my mom's list as well, so she was happy to hear I had bought it.  At book club, we were trying to figure out what to read next, and I brought this up in passing.  Once I told everyone what it was about, they were all in.

This book follows five families, four of whom have been close friends pretty much since the kids were born, then another family as well.  All five families are thrown into turmoil when it's announced that a new public school for the highly gifted will be opening in the area.  Of course, all five families immediately think that their children are perfect for this school and should attend.  There is, however, a rigorous admission process that all the children must endure, causing strife and tension amongst the friends and especially the children.  Additionally, this book focuses on the politics of opening such a school, especially for minority students in an nearly overwhelmingly white area (the book takes place in Colorado).  This book also explores the extents parents would go for their children, including backstabbing each other, manipulating each other and lying to their spouses.  This is very similar to what happened over the summer with parents lying on their children's applications to USC, although what the parents did in The Gifted School wasn't necessarily illegal.

It was hard for me to wrap my head around parts of this book because I'm not a parent myself, so it's hard for me to know exactly what I would do for my child.  On the other hand, I would like to think that I have enough of a moral compass to not lie or cheat to get my child into a prestigious school.  Additionally, I'd like to think I would know the limits of my child as well.  That was a big part of this book.  There was one child in particular who thought she was God's gift to mankind because her parents kept telling her that, but she actually wasn't very smart or good at school, thereby making pretty much her entire life a lie.  As a teacher, it's so important for me to understand the limits of a child.  If I know a student has worked as hard as possible and gotten a C in my class, then I'm going to be thrilled.  If another student, however, slacks off and gets a B but is capable of getting an A, then I'm not going to be as thrilled.  It's about knowing your child and that he or she does in fact have limits, whether you want to admit it or not.

Something that stood out to me throughout the book was the fact that as the parents' behavior got worse, so did the corresponding child.  This really exemplified the fact that the children really paid close attention to their parents' behavior and chose to mimic it.  This should serve as a huge reminder to parents that their children are constantly watching them and making note of their behavior, whether they realize it or not.

Unfortunately, this is pretty much all I can talk about when it comes to this book without divulging spoilers, so if you haven't read this book or want to avoid spoilers, you should probably stop reading now.  It is important to note that I will have book club discussion questions at the end of this post in case you use this book for your book club.

First of all, wow; these parents are the absolute WORST.  They've been friends for over a decade, yet they find absolutely nothing wrong with cutting each other down and mistreating each other's children to get what they want.  At first, I really liked Rose, and I thought she was going to be a great moral compass for the rest of her friends.  As the book progressed, however, I found myself liking her less and less.  While her actions weren't nearly as bad as Samantha and her husband's, it was the fact that Rose appeared to be a strong, positive figure while manipulating the system by meeting with the principal under the pretense of a fake medical study and removing Emma Z.'s name from the History Day presentation.  I just couldn't figure out how she thought she would get away with either of those, it was bound to come out into the open at some point (although she didn't think the presentation would be put on display during the open house).  It was because of Rose's actions that I was glad Emma Q. didn't get into Crystal Academy, as Rose tried to manipulate the system in multiple ways to give her daughter and upperhand.  If anything, this should be insulting to Emma Q., who was an incredibly intelligent child and probably could have gotten in on her own, but Rose ruined that for her.

Despite my feelings for Rose, I have a stronger dislike for Samantha simply because of her personality; I just can't imagine being friends with someone like her.  On the other hand, given her personality, none of her behavior should be a surprise for anyone.  When I was talking about knowing the limits of your child earlier, however, I was talking about her.  Samantha and her husband kept pushing Emma Z. more and more as if doing that could fix the fact that, unfortunately, their child was fairly average.  There's absolutely nothing wrong with being average, as most people are (most people are, as the word implies), but that's not good enough for Samantha, who must absolutely have the best of everything.

When it comes to the kids who did get accepted to the school, I'm so glad it was Tessa and Xander.  Of all the children from that circle of friends, they deserved it the most.  Their projects were entirely their own, and their mother didn't interfere at all; everything they produced was 100% their own, and they got in on their own merits, although Xander's project wasn't necessarily proper.  It's hard to hold Xander's project against him, however, since it's fairly obvious that he's on the spectrum, so he had no idea that he was breaking social norms and could be causing strife amongst the group.

Since I read this for book club, I wrote questions as I read.  I'm going to warn you, there are quite a few more than I usually have when I list discussion questions; there was simply so much here to work with.  You've been warned.


  1. In what ways were the moms trying compete with each other?
  2. Was Tessa's previous rebellious behavior a warning to parents for pushing their kids too hard?
  3. In what ways was Emma Q.'s behavior an attempt to impress her mom?
  4. Did Samantha's humble origins cause her lavish lifestyle later?
  5. Given all the competition between the parents, was it healthy for the kids to be friends?
  6. Ch'ayna told Atikcha about a man who went away for school and looked down on everyone when he returned.  How did the other moms and kids exemplify this?
  7. As the admissions process continued, how did the kids, especially the Emmas, take on their parents' habits and attitudes?
  8. Rose and Gareth worked hard to give Emma Q. a normal life.  Were they successful?
  9. Rose referred to the admissions process as "a threat to the relationship between her family and Samantha's."  Not including the revelation at the end that Gareth is Emma Z.'s father, do you agree with this claim?
  10. In what ways did Emma Q.'s success help her parents' marriage?
  11. Gareth told Rose, "You'll be a lot less obsessed with what people think of you when you understand how infrequently they do."  Do the characters live up to this mantra?
  12. The op-ed piece says gifted students "represent a population with special needs - much the same as our neurodiverse students with physical disabilities."  Do you agree?
  13. Do you think Beck regrets divorcing Azra?
  14. Was Rose acting in her own best interest or Emma Q.'s when she contacted Bitsy Leighton about studying the admissions process?
  15. Do you agree with Ch'ayna that the school was using Atikcha?
  16. Why did Azra have more faith in Tessa than Lauren?
  17. Why was getting into Crystal Academy more important to the moms than the dads at first?
  18. Rose says Emma Z. is "good in everything, best in none."  Is this a correct observation?
  19. Why did Samantha and Kev lie about Emma Z. passing the CogPro?
  20. How did the parents' behavior cause the children to form "The Gifted Club"?
  21. What role did race and racism play in this book?
  22. Crystal Academy was supposed to be a good thing, but was that necessarily true?
  23. Why did Beck all of a sudden become so invested in Aiden being accepted?
  24. Do you believe the admissions process was fair and equitable?
  25. Do you think the members of ALPACA had a right to be upset?
  26. What does the fact that Ch'ayna's name was spelled incorrectly in the other points of view tell you?
  27. Was it right to blame Tessa for the hot tub incident with Beck?
  28. Did Crystal Academy change the personalities of the parents, or were they always like this deep down inside?
  29. What do you think drew Emma Z. to briefly experiment with self-harm (stabbing her finger with thumbtacks, etc)?
  30. Rose speculates that Crystal Academy was just an excuse to do openly to their children what they'd been doing since before they were born.  Do you agree with this statement?
  31. Did any of the acceptance or rejection letters surprise you
  32. Where do you think each of the kids will end up in the future?

Sunday, January 5, 2020

2019: A Reflection of Books

At the beginning of the year, I set a goal of 30 books to read.  Then, I didn't really read too many books until around August, when I hit a huge reading phase.  At that point, I changed my reading goal to 20, raised it to 25, and then back up to 30.  This intense reading obsession was only worsened when I finally got over my aversion to reading books I just bought (it's weird, I know).  Once I was able to get over that, I really hit my stride.  Since late September, I managed to read 26 books.  That's right, I read 26 books in 3 months, on top of graduate school and work.  I have no idea how I did it.  Some books were significantly shorter than others, I feel like I should mention that.  Once I started blogging, I started writing up a little blurb about each book I've read, including a brief summary and my thoughts about it so I could post it all here.  This also includes all the books I wrote separate blog posts about.  It's important to note that in this post, there are no spoilers from any of the books.  Any books I blogged about separately are hyperlinked in case you missed them.  I hope you find my eclectic collection of books I've read this year insightful and interesting.

The 19th Wife by David Ebershoff
I've had this book for a while, and I never got around to reading it.  In fact, I think I even put it in my pile of books to donate and then grabbed it back out at the last minute.  I'm glad I did.  This is a dual timeline book (which is all the rage right now in historical fiction books).  It follows the life of Anna Eliza Young in the 19th century, who was one of Brigham Young's many wives.  This part is based on a true story and follows her plight as she struggled to be a plural wife to a prominent polygamist.  Eventually, she breaks free and writes a book about her experiences.  The other part of the book focuses on Jordan Scott, a young man who left a polygamist sect.  Now, his mother has been arrested for murdering his father.  Jordan must return home and try to make peace with his past while attempting to help his mother.  I greatly enjoyed this book far more than I anticipated.  Both stories were compelling and kept me wanting more.  It's so important for me in dual timeline stories for both stories to be interesting or else I find myself rushing through half the book to get to the timeline I find most interesting.  This was definitely not the case here.

Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan
I know, I know, I'm so late to the game with this one!  For those of you who are even later to the game than me, this book follows Rachel Chu, who finds out that her boyfriend, Nick Young, is the most eligible bachelor in Singapore and comes from one of the wealthiest families in Asia.  On a visit to Singapore, she must navigate the complexities of her boyfriend's family while trying to stay true to herself.  I bought this book without seeing the movie or knowing that much about it other than the fact that the movie was a huge hit.  I can definitely see why with this book.  I loved the characters so much, although some of them were thoroughly annoying.  Instead of being a straightforward romance, however, it has a more complicated plot with more fleshed out characters.  It left me wanting more, but I also wanted to pace myself so I didn't go through the series too quickly because then I wouldn't be able to enjoy them anymore.  Eventually, I did see the movie, and, as is the case usually, the book was better.  I thought Kwan did a fantastic job, and, like I said before, it was definitely more complicated than most romance novels I've read over the years.

The Miniaturist by Jessie Burton
This book follows Nella, who marries wealthy merchant Johannes Brandt.  Upon moving to Amsterdam from the country, Nella is gifted with a miniature version of her new home.  Not everything is at it appears, however, as soon she starts receiving miniature versions of her family and other secrets no one else could possibly know.  Now, Nella must try to figure out who the miniaturist is and why he or she knows so much about her personal life.  This book was definitely a surprise for me, I didn't think I'd like it nearly as much as I did.  I normally stay away from fantasy books (and this book has some fantasy aspects, in a way), although it's unclear if this really does have fantastical elements, which is part of the appeal.  I thought the characters were great, and the plot was simultaneously simple and complex.  I definitely didn't see the end coming, and I can't recommend this book enough.

Go Set a Watchman by Harper Lee
In the much-anticipated sequel to To Kill a Mockingbird, Scout returns to her hometown to discover everything she thought she understood about the past, and her father, is not necessarily what she thought.  Like most people, I found this book disappointing.  I love To Kill a Mockingbird, I remember reading it in 9th grade English class, and I thought the message was fantastic.  Unfortunately, Go Set a Watchman completely changes that message and turns everything you thought you knew about Atticus Finch on its head.  I knew this going into the book, because, once again, I'm late to the game.  It was still worth reading if you read To Kill a Mockingbird, but not a book I'd really recommend to anyone really.  I also felt like To Kill a Mockingbird wrapped up neatly, making this sequel unnecessary.

The Feud: The Hatfields and McCoys, the True Story by Dean King
Like many Americans, I know about the Hatfields and McCoys (you'd have to live under a rock not to know about them in my opinion).  I also really enjoyed the mini series created by the History Channel back in 2012.  With that being said, this book was incredibly well researched and goes into detail abou tthe feud, its origins and how it eventually ended.  The epilogue even talks about how after the September 11th attacks, the Hatfields and McCoys signed a peace treaty to show the rest of America how in these difficult times, even the Hatfields and McCoys could come together and unite.  Despite the fact that it was well researched, I did find the book to be incredibly confusing at times.  There were so many names being thrown out there, and it was common for the same name to be used more than once in a family.  King did include family trees and such scattered throughout the book, including updates on who had perished.  It still resulted in some confusion on my part, so be prepared for that.

Ten Thousand Lovers by Edeet Ravel
My first truly disappointing book of the year.  This book follows Lily, an exchange student living in Israel in the 1970s.  While there, she falls in love with Ami, who is an interrogator for the Israeli military.  This, of course, causes significant strain on their relationship as they try to navigate who they are and what they believe.  Just reading the summary sounds absolutely fascinating, but the book was completely disappointing.  I found it dry, boring and severely lacking.  The ending was a huge disappointment as well, although I did have some ideas that it was going to happen (it was how it happened that left me frustrated).  The only reason I even finished this book in the first place was because I was at Bryan's for the weekend, and I didn't have anything else to read.  I definitely do not recommend this book.

Before We Were Yours by Lisa Wingate
Remember how I talked about how I read 26 books in 3 months, this was the first of those 26 books.  My mom had been trying to get me to read this book for a while, and I finally caved when her book club read it (which is how she got me to join one of her two book clubs).  I found this book eye opening, especially for someone who has two adopted cousins.  I thought Wingate did a great job of telling Rill's story, who had been a victim of the Tennessee Children's Home Society, where children were abducted and put up for adoption even though they had families who loved them dearly.  This is a dual timeline book, and the other timeline focuses on Avery, who, through a chance encounter, figures out her family's connection to such atrocious actions.  I personally found Avery's story a little bland, although Rill's story certainly made up for it.  I highly recommend this book, and it's perfect for book clubs (but more about that in a much later post).

A Mother's Reckoning: Living in the Aftermath of Tragedy by Sue Klebold
I was only eight years old when Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris opened fire at Columbine High School, killing twelve students and one teacher.  For that reason, I don't remember a whole lot about it.  I've read a straightforward book about the shooting, but this book is different, it's written by Dylan Klebold's mother.  For some, it seems like her just making excuses for why her son did what he did.  To me, however, it seemed more like a mother trying to come to terms with with the blood her child spilled and the lives he cut tragically short.  It was a particularly easy book to read at times, but it's still an important book to read.  Often, I feel bad for the families of mass shooters (I know this isn't going to be a popular opinion at all).  Sometimes, they ignored all the warning signs and knew something was wrong.  Other times, however, they're just as blindsided as the rest of the world and trying to grieve the death of a loved one they thought they knew while simultaneously trying to come to terms with their horrific actions.

As You Wish by Cary Elwes
The Princess Bride is one of my top two favorite movies, so I've been looking for this book at the used bookstore for ages.  When I finally got my hands on it, I started breaking one of my weird book rules: don't read a book right after buying it.  It's weird, I like to let my books live on my shelves for a little while before reading them.  I broke my rule with this book, and now that rules has been completely thrown out the window, and I read what I want, when I want.  This book talks about Cary Elwes' experiences as he filmed The Princess Bride, which is the movie that pretty much launched his career.  It includes all kinds of backstories and reflections on his time on set.  Bryan and I saw Cary Elwes and Chris Sarandon at AwesomeCon this past May, so some of the stories I'd already heard, but they were still lovely to read again.  I also loved the little anecdotes added in by other members of the cast; it made it seem that it was a memoir written by the entire cast, not just Cary Elwes.

The Germany Midwife by Mandy Robotham
Ahh, impulse buy books, how I love you so much.  These are the books that I buy on a whim without much thought because they're so different from what I'm expecting in a book.  Let me start out by saying that Hitler and Eva Braun never had a child together.  Robotham simply speculates what would have happened had they had a child together, including the moral dilemma of a woman imprisoned for helping Jews who is recruited to be Eva's midwife.  I've had students ask me in the past if I could go back in time and kill baby Hitler, would I?  I never know how to answer this question.  This book addresses a similar questions: what would you do if you were in charge of Hitler's unborn child?  It's a great spin on a historical what if.  I also thought it was fascinating to learn a little bit more about Eva Braun, as my knowledge of her is incredibly limited at best.  When reading this book, it's important to remember that it is historical speculation that not based on fact.

The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins
Once again, I know I'm late to the game with this one.  I thought this book was pretty good, despite the fact that the main character, Rachel, is so unstable and difficult to relate to because she keeps digging herself into a deeper and deeper hole.  It probably didn't help that I already had a pretty good idea as to what happens at the end, so there wasn't this huge build up that other people have when reading the book.  This book follows Rachel, whose life is on a steady downward trajectory, and she becomes obsessed with a young couple she sees from the train on her way into London every day.  When the wife disappears, Rachel injects herself into the investigation with somewhat predictable results at times.  When it comes to suspense books, it was pretty good, there weren't too many lulls, which I can't stand in suspense books.  If you haven't read it, it's pretty good; just make sure no one ruins the ending for you ahead of time.

Born a Crime: Stories from a South African Childhood by Trevor Noah
My brother is a huge Trevor Noah fan.  I've only seen him on television once or twice, but I used his story when I taught 7th grade and we talked about apartheid.  I thought his story was fantastically well written and enjoyable to read.  He manages to include his famous humor while simultaneously talking about the extreme hardships he suffered while growing up bi-racial in apartheid South Africa.  Even after the fall of apartheid, he had extreme circumstances, mostly poverty and an abusive step father, to overcome.  Somehow, he managed to use his wit and humor to rise to international success.  Unfortunately, that is something he just glosses over in his book, instead choosing to focus more on his personal life.  Even those unfamiliar with Trevor Noah will find a way to connect with this story, finding it both sympathetic and entertaining at the same time.

Everything I Never Told You by Celeste Ng
If it wasn't for book club, I probably never would have read this book, and I'm not afraid to admit that.  Sometimes, that can be a good thing because it pushes me out of my comfort zone, but not in this case.  With that being said, this family sure puts the fun in dysfunctional (that's one of my mom's favorite sayings).  This book follows the Lee family as they deal with the death of their oldest and most beloved daughter, Lydia.  The family attempts to reconcile with if it was an accident, suicide or murder while simultaneously overcoming the demons of their past.  The characters are absolutely awful to each other and are only looking out for each other.  This is one of the few books I've read this year that I would not recommend.  Since I read this for book club, I did blog about it and go into much more detail, including some book club questions.  You can read all of that here if you want.  That post does have spoilers though, but there is a warning before the spoilers start.

China Rich Girlfriend by Kevin Kwan
Once I read the first book in the Crazy Rich Asians trilogy, I knew I wanted to read all of them.  I also knew I wanted to pace myself so I didn't burn through them too quickly; I wanted to be able to enjoy them.  What I liked the most about this book was the fact that a lot of the attention wasn't on Nick and Rachel.  Instead, it focused a lot on secondary characters.  Kitty Pong got a lot of book time, and Kwan really fleshed out her character, giving her more depth (or as much depth as a home wrecking, porn star turned B list actress can get).  At the same time, we see Rachel and Nick's relationship grow as she tries to get to know her biological father and deal with more snobbery from Asian upper class elites.

Where the Crawdads Sing by Delia Owens
This is probably one of the best books I've read all year and is a top contender for one of my favorite books ever.  Seriously, I loved it so much.  The characters were amazing, and the story was both heartbreaking and uplifting at the same time.  Owns usually writes environmental science type books, which shows just what a wonderful writer she is if she can write such a beautiful narrative.  I know some people in my book club didn't like it (they read it before I joined), but I personally loved it.  This book is about Kya, who lives in the marshes and is something of a local urban legend due to her secluded lifestyle.  When the local golden boy is murdered, suspicion immediately falls on her.  The book is mostly told in the past until it catches up with the murder investigation and both timelines converge.  I did blog about it and go into much more detail about the book and my thoughts about it.  You can read all of that here if you want.  That post does have spoilers though, but there is a warning before the spoilers start.

Educated by Tara Westover
Talk about dysfunctional family!  Tara Westover's dad had extreme views about the government, to the point that she wasn't issued a birth certificate until her teens and never attended public school.  She did, however, manage to rise above such a situation and make it to Harvard and Cambridge.  This was a book club book, and, as my mom put it, if it wasn't a memoir and was instead a fictional piece, people would say it was too unrealistic.  It just goes to show that fact is indeed stranger than fiction.  A lot of people I talked to absolutely loved this book and sang its praises non-stop.  I thought it was good but not great.  I do feel that part of it stemmed from the fact that people kept hyping it up, so I had huge expectations.  It is important to note that a lot of the people I talked to about this book were teachers (like myself), so we all looked at it from a different perspective.  Since I read this for book club, I did blog about it and go into much more detail, including some book club questions.  You can read all of that here if you want.  That post does have spoilers though, but there is a warning before the spoilers start.

Dear Evan Hansen by Val Emmich
I got this book in 2018 at a book signing/concert by the writers of Dear Evan Hansen the musical.  It was a wonderful experience, and I got to hear some of my favorite songs from the musical from the composers of the musical.  The book focuses on outcast, Evan, who struggles to make friends.  Through an extreme misunderstanding, the family of Connor, a classmate who committed suicide, thought Connor and Evan were secretly best of friends, so they turn to him for answers.  This gives Evan the family he's always been looking for, as it's just him and his mom.  The author, Val Emmich, also talked about the hardships and challenges he had conveying some of the emotions in the songs into prose, but I thought he did a fairly good job.  It's important to remember that this is in fact a young adult book, so it's going to gloss over some of the more difficult moments emotionally, but I feel like it didn't detract from the book at all.  On the other hand, the book did have the opportunity to dive into more detail about some aspects of the plot that the musical glossed over.  What I did struggle with as I read was that I knew what song they would be singing if it was the musical, so I kept getting the songs stuck in my head.

The Alice Network by Kate Quinn
I wrote a fairly long blog post about this book, along with the fact that I've been a fan of this author for may years, so I'm not going to write a lot about it.  I think what I love most about this book was the fact that it was partially based on a true story, which I didn't know until the very end of the book.  It was wonderful reading another Kate Quinn book, and I definitely saw a lot of growth when it came to her writing.  That doesn't mean I enjoy her earlier books any less though.  This is a dual-timeline book that focuses on two stories: Evelyn Gardiner during World War I as she works as a spy in France spying against the Germans, and Charlie, a young, pregnant American women in Europe after World War II who is trying to find her beloved cousin.  Both stories intertwine, going back and forth until they finally catch up with each other and reach a momentous climax.  Like I said earlier, I did blog about this book, including book club questions, which you can read here.

Saving Alex by Alex Cooper
This is another book I wrote an entire blog post about, so I'm not going to write a lot about this book here.  This memoir focuses on Alex's experiences in an illegal conversion therapy program her parents forced her into after she came out to them as gay.  For about a year, Alex was severely abused at the hands of her guardians who claimed they were doing it to save her immortal soul.  It was absolutely eye opening, and it made me think about what it means to be a parent (not that I'm a parent, I don't have any children).  As a child, you like to think your parents would accept you no matter what, and I'm so fortunate to have parents who are supportive of me.  It also makes my heart break for the children who are not so fortunate in the world.  Alex wrote a beautiful, heartbreaking memoir that did a fantastic job at capturing the complicated emotions surrounding her entire ordeal.  I did blog about this in much more detail, and you can read about that here.

The King's Curse by Philippa Gregory
Yet again, this is another book I wrote an entire blog post about that dives into the history of the book, so I'm going to try and keep it short here.  I have no idea why I read this book other than it was on my self, and something pulled me to it.  It's weird, sometimes I just feel drawn to read a certain book without much of an explanation, and that was definitely the case here.  I don't feel that this was one of Philippa Gregory's better books, but it definitely wasn't one of her worst either.  This book focuses on Margaret Pole, also known as Lady Salisbury, who was an integral member of the Tudor royal court.  This book spans the overwhelming majority of her life and mostly discusses the religious upheaval going on through England during the time of the English Reformation.  Although she pretended to be a Protestant to protect her family and its interests at the royal court, Margaret was really a Catholic, which ultimately lead to her and her family's downfall.  As always with Philippa Gregory's books, the amount of detail and research is astounding, and she always takes an interesting twist on established history at the end.  You can read my blog post, along with a detailed historical analysis, here.

All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr
I owned this book for a while and always wanted to read it because it sounded amazing, but I never got around to it.  This year, I finally read it, and it was such an utter disappointment!  It focuses on two separate stories: Marie-Laure le Blance, who is a blind girl fleeing Paris with her father, who works at the Natural History Museum, with them is a priceless treasure the Nazis are after; and Werner Pfennig, an orphan who finds he has a special gift for repairing radios, which lands him in the Nazi army.  Both stories are told separately until they finally come together for an extremely disappointing conclusion.  I thought the book was drab, too highly praised (it won a Pulitzer Prize) and insulted the reader with its anti-climactic ending that had far more potential.  I desperately wanted to enjoy this book, but I couldn't bring myself to do it.  Thankfully, I read it in a few short days, so it didn't take up too much of my time.

The Princess Diarist by Carrie Fisher
Yet another book that I had so much hope in only to be disappointed, which was compounded by the fact that I read these books back to back.  I spent forever scoping out the used bookstore I go to, waiting for this book to magically appear, and I was so excited when I finally got my hands on it.  Unfortunately, that excitement disappeared as soon as I started reading.  A lot of this was because of the writing style, which was stream of consciousness in the guise of a memoir while Carrie Fisher complained about the hardships of fame and stardom.  The worst part, however, was the middle section where Carrie Fisher included excerpts from the diaries she kept while filming the Star Wars franchise.  I didn't think the book could get any weirder, but it did.  It was a lot of her attempting to sound more literary and mature, but it came off as disjointed and too strange to even describe.  I couldn't wait for the book to be over, and now I'm not sure about the other book I own by her, I may have to get rid of it without reading it.

Chinese Cinderella by Adeline Yen Mah
Adeline Yen Mah's mother died giving birth to her.  For that reason, she was often detested by her family for taking away their beloved matriarch.  When Adeline's father remarried, the resentment grew as her stepmother had her own children (Adeline's half brother and half sister), who she came to adore, while Adeline and her siblings were relegated to a second-rate life.  Adeline took the brunt of it, however, including being shipped off to several boarding schools and even being forgotten as invading armies close in.  Adeline never let this get her down, however, and she tried to make the best of the situation and rise above her challenges.  My students have read this book in the past, as it is an option for the 7th grade English curriculum.  It is a young adult book, but it didn't feel like that.  The content and writing was beautiful and made it feel far more mature.  I also wanted to reach through the pages so many times and give Adeline a hug, as no one deserves to be treated the way she was.  If the concept interests you, but you don't want to read a young adult book, she did write another memoir titled Fallen Leaves that goes past where Chinese Cinderella ends.

There There by Tommy Orange
Once again, I wrote a blog post about this book, so I'm not going to write a whole lot about it.  This book focuses on twelve different Native Americans all living in or around the Oakland region or with ties to that region as they prepare for an upcoming powwow.  Each person has different reasons for going to the powwow, and their stories are often interconnected in ways they might not realize at first.  The first few times I came across this book on Amazon, it didn't appeal to me at all, but I figured I would give it a shot, as it was an interesting concept.  I wanted to like the book more than I did.  It's not that it was horrible, I just felt that it ended very abruptly.  From what I can gather, it's Tommy Orange's first novel, so I'm hoping that his writing will improve and that he'll continue to write about this subject area.  It's definitely a book worth reading, and I'll be keeping an eye out for future books by the author.  If you would like to read my blog post about this book, please click here.

The Dead Zone by Stephen King
This is another book I spent forever looking for at the used bookstore only to be disappointed, although not nearly as badly as The Princess Diarist.  Part of the problems was the fact that the synopsis I read that first got me interested in it was slightly different than what the book was really about.  The book follows John leading up to and following a terrible car accident that left him in a coma for nearly five years.  When he wakes up, he discovers when he touches a person, he knows intimate details about their past, present and future.  Eventually, he comes in contact with an up and coming politician, and when he shakes his hand, he sees that this man will become President of the United States and start World War III.  This leads John on a soul searching mission as he tries to figure out what to do.  The original synopsis I read made the book sound like it was mostly about John trying to prevent World War II, but that wasn't the case.  In fact, that is only the third act of the book, which was disappointing to me.  Once I stepped back, however, and came to accept that this book wasn't all about what I thought it would about, I could admit it was a fairly good book, although I was still disappointed.  The book was an easy read, which was nice, and I managed to finish it over the busy Thanksgiving weekend without too much effort.

Lilac Girls by Martha Hall Kelly
This was a book my mom read for book club before I joined, and she spoke very highly of it.  It didn't really appeal to me too much, but the prequel, The Lost Roses, did.  My mom was about to get rid of the book, so I grabbed it and decided to give it a try.  I'm so glad I did!  I wrote an extremely long blog post about this book, so I'm going to try to keep this short.  It focuses on three women during and after World War II.  Caroline is a New York philanthropist, Kasia works for the Polish resistance, and Herta is a Nazi doctor at a woman's work camp.  All three have separate stories that slowly begin to come together.  This book stood out to me for a few reasons.  First, it talked about the aftermath of the Holocaust, which very few novels discuss in detail.  Additionally, I went to Auschwitz with a Holocaust survivor who had been a victim of Dr. Mengele, so I had a personal connection to the book.  In fact, I felt such a personal connection with this book that I'm thinking of changing the topic of a paper I'm writing for grad school next semester to include Ravensbruck camp, where this book takes place.  You can find the blog post I wrote here, which goes into great detail of the history of this book as well.

This Is Where I Leave You by Jonathan Tropper
Someone from book club recommended this book to my mom, telling her it was hilarious.  I thought it sounded fun as well, so I decided to check it out.  While the beginning of the book is hilarious, it definitely tapered off as the book continued, only to try and pick up a little bit at the end.  The book focuses on the Foxman family, who all come together for their father's funeral.  Their father's dying wish was that they all sit seven days of Shiva together.  This family is extremely dysfunctional, but in an oddly humorous way.  Had Jonathan Tropper kept the humor he had in the beginning of the book consistent through the rest of the book, I think I would have enjoyed it much more.  There was definitely some moments in the middle, but not as much as the beginning.  This book has been made into a movie as well, although I haven't seen it.  The movie looks hilarious though, and I'll be sure to let you know once I watch it.

The Immortalists by Chloe Benjamin
I wrote an entire blog post about this book, so I'm not going to spend a lot of time on it.  My mom read this for book club, and I thought it sounded weird and morbid, not the type of book I wanted to read at all.  Once I started reading it, however, I immediately fell in love.  I thought the topic was approached in a fascinating and tactful way, and the characters were wonderful and colorful.  The premise is fairly simple: four siblings go to a fortune teller and find out the exact day they're each going to die.  The book then follows each of their lives as they deal with the fact that they know when they're going to die.  It's a fascinating concept and has the reader questioning his or her mortality.  Read my separate blog post to find out more about this book, along with some book club questions that I came up with as I read the book.  You can find my blog post here.

The Taming of the Queen by Philippa Gregory
Let me start out by saying that I meant to write a blog post about this book but didn't get around to it, so this write up is going to be a tad bit longer.  Like most of Philippa Gregory's books, this book focuses on Tudor England; this time, Henry VIII's last wife, Katherine Parr.  Personally, I think Katherine Parr is completely underrated and lived a fascinating life.  Henry was her third husband, and she was his sixth wife.  A staunch Protestant, Katherine wrote her own religious texts and pursued sometimes extreme reforms.  This almost got her arrested.  Thankfully, she found out ahead of time and plead her case in front of her husband, who spared her life.  Katherine also worked hard to bring together Henry's three children from three separate wives, thereby creating a family.  While Henry was away in France fighting with Spain against the French, Katherine served as Regent, ruling in her own right, a title only given to one of his other wives: Katherine of Aragon.  I hoped this book would talk about Katherine's life after Henry, as when she married him, she was secretly seeing Thomas Seymour, brother of Henry's third wife, Jane Seymour.  When Henry showed interest, however, Thomas backed off.  After Henry's death, Katherine and Thomas married, and she took in Elizabeth (later Elizabeth I).  Elizabeth was eventually sent away, however, due to rumored inappropriate interactions with Thomas.  Unfortunately, while Katherine survived her marriage to Henry, she died a few years later in childbirth, and Thomas was eventually beheaded by his brother, who was Lord Protector over King Edward VI.  One thing I really liked about this book was the difficulty Katherine had in finding her place at court and as Henry's wife.  She often had to reconcile herself with the legacy of the previous five wives and the fact that the gifts her husband gave her belonged to his other wives.  At one point, she could even smell the perfume of Katherine Howard, her predecessor, on the furs given to her.  Overall, I enjoyed this book.  It wasn't one of my favorite Philippa Gregory books, but it was still enjoyable.

The Secret History by Stephanie Thornton
This was my first Stephanie Thornton book, but I doubt it'll be my last.  This one focuses on Empress Theodora, who I believe is one of the most underrated women in history.  Coming from humble origins, she worked as an actress and later a prostitute from the tender age of about eleven (which I struggled with immensely since that close to the age of my students).  She spent some time in Africa before returning to Constantinople and becoming acquainted with Justinian, whose uncle was the Emperor.  Eventually, they married, and Justinian became Emperor, thereby making Theodora Empress.  I thought this was a fascinating story, and it left me wanting to know so much more about Theodora.  She's a strong woman with a survivor's spirit.  People often forget about her and the fact that she helped run an empire as an equal with her husband.  I definitely want to check out more of Stephanie Thornton's book as well.  When I do, I'll be sure to let you guys know.

The Woman in the White Kimono by Ana Johns
This was another book club book, but I was excited to read it because I thought the concept sounded fascinating and different.  Unfortunately, I wasn't a huge fan of the book and found it disappointing.  I wrote an entire blog post about this book, including book club questions, so check that out for a more detailed write up.  This book is a dual timeline book.  The first story focuses on Naoko, a young Japanese woman who falls in love with an American soldier in the mid to late 1950s while America occupies Japan after World War II.  Her family obviously does not approve and kicks her out of the house.  This issue is compounded by the fact that Naoko is pregnant.  The second timeline takes place today.  Tori's father just died from cancer, and she has to deal with his passing while simultaneously trying to figure out the secrets from his pas that revolve around a mysterious letter returned to him from Japan.  I thought this story dragged the first half and then rushed through everything the second half.  Furthermore, I found Tori's story lacking and not interesting at all.  This book had so much potential, but I just couldn't get into it.  You can read by entire blog post here.

The Woman in the Window by A.J. Finn
Once again, this was a book my mom read for book club long before I joined, and she couldn't stop talking about it.  At this point, I'd definitely started getting more and more into suspense books, and this one is a quintessential example of a suspense book.  Anna is severely agoraphobic and often spends her time watching her neighbors.  New neighbors move in across the street, and she becomes fascinated with their seemingly perfect family while she tries to reconcile with her own husband and daughter (she's separated from her husband).  One day, Anna sees a terrible crime being committed in the house across the street, but no one believes her.  The family insists everything is fine and can even prove it.  Anna knows she's not going crazy, but she's not entirely sure what's going on.  This book kept me guessing right up until the very end.  The day I finished it, I had papers to grade.  My mom told me, "Don't grade papers, finish the book instead."  Not one to disobey my mom (okay, not in this instance at least), I finished the book instead.  Reading the book involved me storming into whatever room my mom happened to be in at that moment and spewing as many curse words as I could at the top of my lungs several times, much to my mother's amusement.  There were so many twists and turns.  Usually with books like this, I have some sort of theory as to who did it and why, but not with this book.  I honestly had no idea until the very end, and I definitely did not see the ending coming.  It's an amazing book, and I can't recommend it enough!

Little Faith by Nickolas Butler
This book focuses on Lyle and Peg Hovde, along with their daughter, Shiloh, and their grandson, Isaac.  Shiloh has always walked to the beat of her own drum and struggled to figure out who she is as a person.  Upon returning to live with her parents for a little while, she gets involved in a new church, even becoming romantically involved with the pastor.  Unfortunately, this church has some fairly extreme views, which can prove to be fairly dangerous.  This causes Lyle and Peg to worry, especially when it comes to their beloved grandson.  I wanted this book to be a lot better than it actually was.  While some parts were great, there wasn't as much focus on the religious upheaval as I expected.  Also, there were times when Nickolas Butler spent ages going into immense details about things that were complete irrelevant to the plot while then glossing over parts that were actually important to the plot; it seemed quite strange and didn't make sense at all.

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid
This was a book I kept seeing on Amazon and Goodreads, and I thought it sounded alright, but it didn't really appeal to me.  After seeing it over and over again, however, I finally decided to check it out.  Let me just say, it's one of the best books I've read this year!  I couldn't get enough of it.  The book focuses on Monique, an up and coming journalist who is given the chance of a lifetime: to interview the elusive Hollywood starlet, Evelyn Hugo.  Evelyn began her career in the 1950s and quickly shot to stardom.  Along the way, she made several controversial decisions, including getting married a total of seven times (as the title implies).  As Monique interviews Evelyn, she discovers the two of them are connected in a way she never imagined.  What I loved so much about this book was the fact that I felt that it pulled back the curtain on Hollywood and exposed a side of Hollywood the reader has probably never seen before.  Decisions that are seen as rash and impulsive actually had an ulterior motive that furthered Evelyn's career, which made me think about decisions celebrities make today and how they might not be as impulsive as they appear.  I wrote an entire blog post about this book, including book club questions, even though I didn't read this for a book club.  You can find that blog post here.

Animal Farm by George Orwell
I'm going to be honest here, by the time I finished The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo, I read 34 books in 2019, and I wanted to get to 35, because it seemed like a much better number.  Of course, I finished Evelyn Hugo on December 30th, so I knew I had to pick something short, so I went with Animal Farm, which is one of my favorite books, and I hadn't read it in quite a few years, so it seemed like the perfect fit.  For those of you unfamiliar with the book, it focuses on a farm in England where the animals rise up and kick the humans off the farm in an attempt to create a utopian society run entirely by animals and focused on equality.  Orwell wrote this book as a parody of sorts of the fall of the Romanovs and the rise of communism in the Soviet Union.  Every single character in the book represents a person or group of people from history, which shows the amount of detail Orwell put into the book.  At first, the book seems fairly straightforward, but it's one of those books that every time you read it, you notice another small detail you previously didn't notice.  Even though it's part of the middle school curriculum, it has a lot to unpack.

So, that's it, those are all the books I've read this year.  Before I go, I do want to list my favorite and least favorite books I've read this year.  Please note, they're not listed in any particular order.

My Top 5 Books of 2019:

  1. Where the Crawdads Sing 
  2. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo
  3. The Immortalists
  4. The Woman in the Window
  5. Before We Were Yours
My Flop 5 Books of 2019:
  1. The Princess Diarist
  2. Ten Thousand Lovers
  3. All the Light We Cannot See
  4. Go Set a Watchman
  5. Everything I Never Told You
I know this blog post was long, even for me.  I appreciate you hanging in there until the very end.  Tune in next year to see my write up on all my 2020 books.